Monday, December 25, 2006
I want to continue living!
"Just being alive is a wonderful thing." - Aya Kito, ichi littoru no namida
I seem to have forgotten about my original intention to be a doctor. Living here in Kursk is so miserable and depressing that turned me into inhuman, aggressive and cruel person. I hate being that way, but i need to protect myself from being hurt by those unreasonable sarawakians. My intention... hmmm, things that i always wanted to do...... is to be the one that could heal the pains, take sorrows away, and put a smile on others face. I wanted to be a doctor so that i could be another reliable person that the sick can depend on. When people lost hope, i want to bring hope into their life. When people suffer, i want to relieve their sufferings. I want to give life a second chance.
Watching "1 litre of tears", bring me back to my old self again, reminding myself of the true me. Yea, that's right. I want to be the one there for the sick when everyone turns away; I want to be their pillar when they need support.
My Christmas wish, I want the courage to love people once more! I hope those horrible people would stay away and leave me alone.
Merry Christmas to everyone!~ Pls do appreciate life and every minute that you spend, because that is the proof, you're still living in this world.
I seem to have forgotten about my original intention to be a doctor. Living here in Kursk is so miserable and depressing that turned me into inhuman, aggressive and cruel person. I hate being that way, but i need to protect myself from being hurt by those unreasonable sarawakians. My intention... hmmm, things that i always wanted to do...... is to be the one that could heal the pains, take sorrows away, and put a smile on others face. I wanted to be a doctor so that i could be another reliable person that the sick can depend on. When people lost hope, i want to bring hope into their life. When people suffer, i want to relieve their sufferings. I want to give life a second chance.
Watching "1 litre of tears", bring me back to my old self again, reminding myself of the true me. Yea, that's right. I want to be the one there for the sick when everyone turns away; I want to be their pillar when they need support.
My Christmas wish, I want the courage to love people once more! I hope those horrible people would stay away and leave me alone.
Merry Christmas to everyone!~ Pls do appreciate life and every minute that you spend, because that is the proof, you're still living in this world.
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